hurt

Suddenly everything came back in my mind...

it reli feels like it happened just yesterday...
why? Why didnt this feel ceased and dissapear for good?

It's destroying me... and my new r/s...
It feels so so hurting...

and in my heart, i was calling out to my bf name.. hoping he would hear...
just as how the ex wld when i called out his name in my heart....

if i do dat now, i knw he will feel it... cuz the bond is still dere....

bf bf, where r u? i need u here with me so much....

Im sorry for all the things that happened between us....
I brought my past together with me and let it come btwn us...

But after wat u said this afternoon...
I just realised im being selfish....
Wat u told me reli brought me bck to Earth....
I realised all this while been dreaming that finally i've found the one..
but actually nope...

It was just an imagination...
there is no such thing...
isnt it??



Love,
nina