back here!

I thought i was doing the right thing. but i wasn't... it was all wrong..
and what i'm doing right now is even worst.. how could i? how could i?

I told myself, i can.. i can... but i was just deceiving and in denial... being positive or not, it's all the same.. im gonna be in the same situation...

Ya Allah, pls pls help me...

Please give me ur guidance... Please just tell me what to do now...
Am i doing the right thing...? Am I in vengence?

What's my next step.. everything i do? i'll be back to the same thing...
yes, ppl can say i shouldn't have accepted him back.. pls can say... just leave him and don't make the same mistake again...

Easier said than done.... You are not me! You don't know how i feel... it's stupid... i know it is.. i know he's treating me like shit... I know he's just playing with me.. i know!

I did wat you all told me to.... leave him... and said when he comes back, make it hard for him.. i listen to everyone... Im not blaming them for what happen to me...

It's all up to me isnt' it.... i made the mistakes.. .it's me... i made the mistakes! over and over again....